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The Coronavirus Doldrums

Given the span of possible contexts, I suppose doldrums is preferable to crisis, disaster, pandemic. Oh, wait. From our vantage point, it’s really only through the lens of media and the internet that we’re even aware of the now labeled pandemic, per a World Health Organization announcement several days ago. The only visible example we’ve seen so far was when I went to our big-box retailer (Sam’s) on Friday, and the lines were as long as I imagine they’ve ever been. Most of the store was still stocked up, but they were out of everything from toilet paper to water to flour, sugar, salt and other dry goods with long storage potential.

From what I’ve seen online, many other places have been hit much harder. I’ve seen multiple posts from all over the US of completely emptied out supermarket shelves. To my knowledge, our logistical chain has never had to deal with a crisis of this magnitude. Regional markets in hurricane-prone areas have to go through this every year or so, but this is on an international level. The domino effect hasn’t struck just yet, and I’m wondering how much of an impact this may have on our economy in the future. It does warrant questioning the viability of our supply chain, which is so dependent on international manufacturers and shipping. That’s not a xenophobic comment in the least, it’s a practical reality that if we get so much from a country like China, and they shut down the entire country for weeks or months, the reverberations of that will persist for months and years to come.

Several retailers have taken additional precautions to keep shelves stocked and disinfected - Walmart and other 24 hour chains have started closing for 8 hours overnight so they can replenish stocks and clean more thoroughly. We’ve tried to stock up on all the dry goods and durables possible, but it’s unavoidable that we will need to restock short term perishables like fresh fruits and vegetables. I suppose we could find alternatives to even those if we had to. Something to consider for the next several weeks.

Another casualty of this forced isolation has been my motivation. I’m not depressed, it’s just my thoughts are focused on the impact of the virus and the prolonged loss of income I’m expecting. So far, I haven’t heard of any work stoppage, but I can only imagine that’s forthcoming. Our numbers had already been down for several months and I’ve needed my scheduler to perform acrobatic maneuvers just to keep me gainfully employed. This will only become more challenging as an increasing number of VA employees and patients are affected. As they keep repeating in the media, things will only get worse before they get better.

I’ve dialed back our mortgage payment to just barely above the minimum, ($2500, minimum $2487) instead of the $8000 we had been paying. We’re going to need that extra money for the essentials and even with that belt-tightening, I think it’s possible we’ll be headed to deficit spending. If push comes to shove, I’ll eliminate most if not all of the discretionary spending, especially subscriptions. I’ve already taken some steps in that direction, but have held off until I can get a better idea of what’s happening at the VA. The government is sadly often slow to react, and that’s especially typical at the VA. They did take some infection control measures fairly early on compared to the utter disregard you see in many places, but it’s hard to say from this vantage point what effect the virus is going to have on overall operations.

Most of my discretionary subscriptions can be paid for in a matter of minutes at work, so, for this reason, I’ve left them current, but basic necessities are the priority and after that would be paying off the mortgage earlier. My running mantra for several years has just been “pay off the house”, because after that we should be able to live on my pension income if necessary. It appears we’re going to get a stress test earlier than planned, and while we’re still paying off the mortgage. I’m fairly confident (because I haven’t rigorously reviewed the budget) that we have several months of cushion from where we sit. My pension income will at least pay for the mortgage, utilities, and there should be enough left over to at least make a dent in the basics like food.

We may slowly start to deplete our revolving checking balance if work at the VA is completely cut off. If I can at least pull the odd shift, even one day a week should be enough to cover all the necessities with even some discretionary spending for needful things that aren’t necessarily as critical as food, medicine, etc. I’m hoping all of this will blow over before we get to a financial crisis point, but even then we have options. I consider this a last resort, but we have enough in our TSP (401K) that if we took a withdrawal, we should be able to pay off the mortgage even with the fairly large tax hit we would take. I’m hoping it doesn’t get to that, but paying off the mortgage should put us where we could get by on pension income alone. All of this is predicated on the idea that I might not be able to work at all, and that’s certainly not my plan.

These sorts of large scale epidemics and pandemics are part of our future, I think. The United States needs to take a hard look (how many times has this been stated?) at our dependency on foreign goods and energy. There’s little reason that we can’t supply all of our needs from within our own borders, and even if we would still be subject to temporary shutdowns for epidemics, the residual effects would be briefer than what I expect will be coming in the months ahead. Corporations prove time and time again that profit is the only goal, and moving so much manufacturing overseas was completely driven by financial concerns.

The need for a social support structure (don’t say socialist, it scares people) that includes healthcare, jobs, education, housing, and the basic necessities has never been more apparent than now. Still, the Republican majority in all three branches of government is still proving their loyalty to big money, even now blocking the passage of emergency funding to allow Americans to get tested and to cover their short term financial shortfalls due to work stoppages and quarantine. It’s ridiculous that with the wealth of this country that we aren’t already prepared to test and treat as many citizens as is necessary. It’s been repeated often that we don’t live in a Democracy, and it’s true that the framers created more of a representational Republic than a true Democracy. But, we’re not even at that level. The old white men in power are serving their own needs and the needs of their wealthy benefactors. The rest of us are mostly on our own, and this has been evident in stark relief these past few weeks.

Going out with a bang

This may be overstating it a bit, but considering the Opeth show was going to be my penultimate alcohol consumption for a while, I may have overindulged a bit. Four beers doesn’t necessarily sound crazy compared to some people you hear about, but it’s more than my typical and these were sixteen ounces, so it ended up being more than five typical beers. I paid for it yesterday, which was another example of how alcohol not only can diminish your life while you’re drinking it, but it also has a negative effect in its aftermath.

Feeling too hungover to accomplish anything of substance, I ended up just cooking some flatbread and later pizza, reading a bit of Dracula, and later just watching television while nodding off. I ended up not touching the three remaining beers in the fridge, my body was telling me to give it a rest. After a reasonably decent night of sleep, I’m feeling back to my old self but still feeling the bloat so I’m ready to start getting my act together. For the indefinite future, my only planned consumption will be the upcoming concerts, otherwise I’m giving it as long as I need to make some of those desired health changes I talked about.

The Opeth show was good, an okay sized crowd, although the venue was only half utilized and it wasn’t exactly packed in the pit, even though it seemed to be sold out online. The band and crowd were energetic and Mikael even commented that he was feeling good. Their stage show has grown a bit more elaborate, and this time they had a large video screen behind the band as well as one that was incorporated into the drum riser. Maybe I should say band riser because Joakim and Martin were also up on the higher section behind Mikael and Fredrik. They had mostly atmospheric video accompaniment to the songs, not unlike some of the typical Porcupine Tree and Steven Wilson shows. Mikael had even name-dropped them during some of the banter but I can’t recall the context.

I initially had a good spot about ten people back in the middle, but I was right on the perimeter of the bouncy castle (mosh pit) and kept getting hit, occasionally pretty hard. When it came time for a bathroom break, I just picked an open spot a bit more on Fredrik’s side and a little further back. That side eventually developed its own mosh pit as well, but I was back far enough not to be affected. I left about halfway through the last song, “Deliverance” (I know, sacrilege) which I heard them perform last time in full. I’ve grown accustomed to not having schedule disruptions and my body was telling me it was bedtime. All in all a good show and experience. I’d say I had a better time at the Gas Monkey show for Sorceress, mainly because I was against the rail right in front of Mikael and I prefer that venue over most in D/FW.

Today I plan to resume my regular schedule and I’ll need to hit the store later for my two-day workweek resupply.